ummmmm

I haven't used this in quite some time.
Not much has changed since my last post really.
I recently put up the decorations for Christmas and really found out how much bigger this apartment is compared to our old one. It doesn't look Christmas-like at all.
I have to decide what I am going to do with this thing, once I do I'll let you know :D

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Your black tongue licked the poison of my sins
and spit them back to me ten fold.
When I banished you
You would wait at the gate crying
Crying oh so loud
How I had forsaken you
You, that had loved so much
I would throw my hands over my ears and hum
Any song that didn't remind me of you
When your specter found me
Wearing that death shroud
I hand stitched a blindfold to wear over my eyes
I vowed I would never see you again
I hold steadfast my words and decrees
Somehow you will break through to me.

i wasn't meant for these times

I am so sorry that all I have for this post is pure and utter disdain for the things that I normally love.
I just don't have any energy left for making things.
Maybe, just maybe it will only be once I stop trying that things will happen for me.
I am still having problems with the picture uploader on here.


I wish I could travel far away from here.

The way I feel Inside
You showed me
We gotta get out of this place
For your love

i was alright for awhile.

I haven't made much lately. I really promise to take a week off of the computer and start creating. but until that day comes here is a couple of pictures of things I have made:





That first one there included my dear friend Blair.

I did make some pieces out of clay that need to be baked as well. I am hoping to finish those when I take that week off.
I put a video up of my cat, if you are interested here is the link.

The photo uploader isn't working well on here today, so I think I am going to try again tomorrow with some birthday pictures.

Music:
Engine
Crying
Go Outside/Most Wanted/The Curse

<3
Shen

I love my friends.

I really love my friends.
A lot.

All of them are beautiful and massively talented.

I just wished they were closer.
Lately it has been dreary.

I might try my hand at writing later.

ps, check out my friend Tim,
http://www.myspace.com/timothytarkelly

<3

one of many lists.

This is my blog post on sexy nerds.
I goggled sexy nerds and was not happy with the outcome so I made my own list.

1] Carl Sagan

2] John Francis Daley

3] Neil Gaiman

4] Ryan Adams

5] Paul Rudd


6] Johnny Galecki


7] Jim Parsons

8] Kunal Nayyar

9] David Bowie

10] Jason Schwartzman


11] Scotty Klopfenstein

12] Kevin McHale

13] Bill Murray


14] Bill Nye

15] Masi Oka

16] Zachary Quinto


17] Warren Oakes

18] Paul Dano

19] Buddy Holly

20] Paul Simon

21] Michael Cera

22] Patrick Fugit

23] Alan Cumming




Awww, now wasn't that all sorts of adorable?
<3

Uniform

As she bled black onto the page
She felt mentally exhausted
"It was not so much this time,
just a few drops"
Afterward she felt refreshed
And looked with satisfaction
Upon her completed work.